V&A training officially ended today. So after 4 beers and a thousand stories we decided to call it a day. I got home around 11am then went straight to bed. After 2 hours i woke up already..what's wrong with me.. hehehe i thought beer could help you get some sleep??? Anyways im going to post some more later. Im not yet in the right state of mind to write something.

The Cure

i feel like posting this song today....

I would say I'm sorryIf I thought that it would change your mind
But I know that this timeI have said too much
Been too unkind
I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try and laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
Because boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
I would break down at your feet
And beg forgiveness
Plead with you
But I know that it's too late
And now there's nothing I can do
So I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with liesI try to laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
Because boys don't cry
I would tell youThat I loved you
If I thought that you would stay
But I know that it's no use
That you've alreadyGone away
Misjudged your limit
Pushed you too farTook you for granted
I thought that you needed me more
Now I would do most anything
To get you back by my side
But I just keep on laughing
Hiding the tears in my eyes
Because boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
Boys don't cry

i need a cure!

Petrine Privilege

Two more days until our voice and accent training ends. The past two days had been great, we were doing nothing. We just come to work to chit-chat and the good thing is that we get paid for it hehehe. I really love training you just sit there and you get paid every two weeks. So while sharing stories with my wavemates today someone asked me about my ex-girlfriend and how long was our relationship. I told her that we were together for five years, then all of a sudden she asked why did'nt you guys get married? I was stunned for two seconds thinking of what to say. Then i asked myself why? Honestly I really dont know. We had plans before but i guess it was not that serious. I'm more in favor of "living-in" concept, its more practical i guess. Right now if your going to ask me im quite doubtful about marriage. It's not that i dont believe in it, It's just that if i'm getting married i really want to make sure that it will last. It costs a lot of money here in the philippines to get an annulment and divorce is non-existent. That's why im pro-divorce/annulment (rolleyes). I remember my religion professor way back in college saying that marriage is just paper, It's just a legal way of using someone's body. Maybe he has a point. come to think of it, if the mariage was not consumated. It's a ground for a divorce. So technically if you did not have sexual intercourse with your spouse you can file for a divorce.

Citi

So after four months of being a BUM i am working again. It finally came to my senses that i need to work again hehehe. Unfortunately im in the call center industry again, i really tried to look for a non call center job but can't find a good one. Good thing is that i have a fixed schedule, weekends off. Which means i can climb again! For a while i lost interest, but now im good. I miss it. Well, so far so good. I like my wavemates. Can't say anything bad about them. I hope it stays that way until we hit the floor (literally or figuratively). I think im gonna stick to my work for a while... not because i love it but because of the 100k bond hahaha...

Here's where the story ends.....

This is my second attempt to write a blog. I've been out for the past several months due to some, as i would like to say it "slight complications". It has been a roller coaster ride for me. I was, at some point pushed to the limit. You have no idea what i went through. For the first time, the words "stressed out and depressed" existed in my vocabulary. Maybe in time i'll write the whole story in this blog. But since im lazy and not that good of a writer, don't count on it. hehehe.